Purpose in Life…..
You all know, I write from the heart. Whether it be something I’ve struggled with in the past, things I’m going through now, I lay it out there. Sometimes I feel vulnerable putting myself “out there” like I do, but then it is those times when I get the emails and comments saying what I’ve written has helped someone, or that they can relate to me. Hearing how my struggles/ journey has helped others has impacted me in such a big way. It’s humbling, mind boggling, amazing and crazy all wrapped into one. :)
In the past, I won’t pretend I didn’t write for the blog comments. It’s ALWAYS reassuring to get some blog love and see that someone actually reads your posts. However, lately, I’m not so much concerned with the number of comments I receive as much as what those comments are saying. Hearing “your post inspired me to _________” or “your outlook on __________ really challenged me”- THOSE are the things I strive now here on the blog. I absolutely love that I’m able to inspire people through my blogs- whether it be in my weight loss journey, crafting endeavors, or making the most out of life. My goal is to do my best to continue this. But moving deeper…..
Being at the age I am, I struggle with knowing my ultimate purpose in life. The things beyond sharing the love of Christ to those around me. Beyond being a loyal daughter/friend/sister. I’m talking about what does God have me placed on Earth to do? I know so many people around me that have felt their calling in life, but I have yet to experience that. Honestly, it’s been lingering in my mind for a couple years, but with the accident, it’s in the forefront now. It’s completely obvious that God has SOMETHING still here for me to do, or I wouldn’t have survived. The question is: what is it? Will He reveal it to me soon?
Have any of you struggled with this in the past? Or possibly you’re going through this now? Have a story on how you knew YOUR calling? While I may inspire some of you, many of YOU inspire me. :) I would LOVE to hear about your stories or even thoughts on this subject.
That’s going to wrap up this post. Big, big hugs to you all. ♥
Hi Paulina :) found your blog through Dawn from WPLUS9 and yes I can totally relate to what you are saying and struggling with life’s challenges. Im a born again Christian too (I fail daily) I have bipolar and now a neurological disorder which can totally bring my life to a stand still :(
Im struggling today with the bipolar and im very low in mood and my self esteem :(
Im off to look at your talented creations and thank you for listening , Marlou x
Paulina, we all struggle over this, and some days are harder than others. BUT, we need to look around and realize that even on our worst days, we mean something to some one (often many people). You really are an inspiration and guide to so many of us in this blogging and crafty world. Sure, it is a hobby for many, but you make us smile…you push us to be better…you give us new ideas and motivations. Your family’s company really made a difference in my life. When I was having a rough time a few years ago, I saw cards made with DeNami stamps, and I felt warmth, joy, hope, and inspiration. That helped me further discover this fabulous world of stamping and cardmaking that now brings me so much joy. Your kindness and guidance (and that of Nami and the other design team members) helped give me confidence to keep going with it. Now, it has become such a huge passion and joy to me, and I truly do thank you and DeNami Design for that. So, I know it may seem like you can’t find your purpose, but trust me…you’re doing wonderfully right now. Keep doing what you’re doing, and more good things will come to you and lead you in the perfect direction. You are right…you WERE saved and blessed to survive that scary ordeal, and I am so sorry that you’re still experiencing pain. However, maybe this really is your chance to find your true calling. I believe that everything happens for a reason. HOWEVER…don’t sell yourself short. You’ve done an amazing job with your life so far, from what I can tell, so keep it up and keep smiling. *hugs*
I’ve been sharing your amazing story with my friends since I heard your accident. It reminds us how precious our single day is. I still don’t know why God sent me to the world. One thing I know about my life is that I was born to love and happiness. I think if I love myself so much, then I could love somebody else too. That’s way I’m always keeping myself in a happy mood. And also I hope I could make a better world by paying it forward. Stay strong, Paulina!
Sweet Lady,
I ask this every day…are you sure Lord? Then I try to go about doing what is in front of me that day. Thank you for sharing from your heart!!
darlene
I think you are doing it right now! Transparency is rare…honesty is rare…truth is rare. Praise God for your boldness! ;)
Paulina, I love your honesty! Even at my age, (I am nearing 40 *ahem*), I still wonder. A lot of times, we do not see the purpose of things in life until many years have passed. I am talking 10-15 years. It is then we can understand God’s purpose and how He is shaping us to be who we are and what we are called to do. Hugs, friend!
Paulina, I’m new to your blog. Sorry to hear about your accident. I understand what it is to live with pain as I have a nerve condition resulting from a bad surgery on my feet that makes it difficult to walk each day. I love your honesty about what you are struggling with and that you use it to look deeper into what God is wanting to do with you through this situation.
I have asked myself this question lately too, what is my purpose in life. I truly believe for me the answer is to glorify God in all that I do. I don’t want to do or accomplish anything in order to bring glory, fame or recognition to myself. I want to do it so others can see God through me and come to know Him better by watching me live. I just started a blog that will share my crafting and by reading your post I have seen that even the world of blogging can be used to bring honor to God. Thanks for opening my eyes to that so that I can somehow bring that to my own blog. If you would like to come by and take a look at my blog the link is http://snappinandscrappin.blogspot.com/. Again, it’s new so there are only a few posts to read, but I hope to take some of what I see here on your blog and bring the same perspective to mine as I grow and stretch.
Ugh, I totally get it.
I think about that everyday. I just started a study with my boyfriend this week called “Journey into Intimacy – Experience the Depth of God’s Love” and I’m really hoping to hear from God. I feel so lost in what I’m supposed to do. I have a good job, a good degree… And I want to do completely opposite. But is that what I want or what God wants?
I hope you hear from God and I’d love to be a part of maybe a ministry or some other fun, craft idea. :)
Lauren